Nervous...

Today…
During the dinner time…
Is around 7.30 pm already…
But my dad still haven’t bring me the dinner box…as usual
I feel so nervous…scare…
I scare that will be something happen…
I really scare…
At that time, I feel that I should be a more sensible…daughter…
I should not talk back to my father…
Because sometimes I don’t like him to drink…
So I will said something awful…
I should not be like that…
I must appreciate him...I must treat him well…
I must repay his contribution to us all these years…and my mum also
I truly hope that I have the chance…
Hope it…Really…